Please answer my prayer O God.

dear father please pray for me i need ur help. because i lost my childhood lover (NEHA) she is under pressure by parents. her parents was agree with me but this time her parents refused to me because i am poor as campare to her family. but father i cannot live without her. if she will meet me then i will suicide. so please father pray for me i want to come bak my chillhood lover.This time i have trust only upon god because if god want then my lover can come back. My name is gurdeep kumar from india (J&K).